These are words that I’ve found myself uttering time and time again. It is a little bit of a pity party, though, just to warn you. But I’ll cry if I want to.
Rating: Sure, I’ll have that.
Letter to a Lover
Do you thiink about me half as much as I think about you?
Are you just a concept? An idea?
There is no void anymore
I donâ€™t need you
But I swear I would love you if I had you
I wonder if you have these same thoughts about me
That would be the biggest mystery of all time
There is no more longing
For your face, your touch, your embrace
I would comfort you and take away your loneliness, your fear, your worry
You would never feel those again
I have the power to do that
I wish someone would believe me
Wonâ€™t anyone take a chance on me?
Itâ€™s not about anything sexual
which means nothing
the world tries to tell me that itâ€™s important
but Iâ€™m better than the world
I hope I can show you that someday
I can ease pain with touch, or words
The world is so foolish
and itâ€™s unfortunate that it fools about 90% of its inhabitants
Maybe itâ€™s fooled everyone but me
the world has tried to fool me by saying
that I have nothing to give because of my body, my face
but I donâ€™t want to look the way the world wants me to look
I donâ€™t want to think the way the world wants me to think
and I wonâ€™t
Romance may be very impractical
but itâ€™s who I am
and I would use all of my romance for one moment with you
I just wanted you to know that
I love you, whether I ever find you or not.
Â© 2003 Morgan Foster