Are never easy are they? Even when things look like they could be going well, it’s just a matter of time. The thing I hate the most is how it calls everything else about your life and your self into question. I keep wondering if I’m not as good of a person as I always thought I was. Ugh. It was so much easier when I didn’t care.Â Now there’s so much pain in the world, I feel like my heart can’t take much more.Â If only God had blessed me with a cold, unemotional spirit.